I forgot how to breathe for a second..

I have been incredibly busy for the past month of my life! Numerous things ranging from craploads of homework given out by my summer school teachers to road trips (yay!). I am a hormonal sleep-deprived individual. I mean I'm liable to go into a zombie-like state at any moment now. I need to sleep for like a week straight and maybe I can re-enter society fuctioning as a normal individual, lol.

Okay as my friends know very well there is always SOMETHING going on in my life. I honestly get the feeling that I'm a secret celebrity, lol. Anywho, this past weekend me and my sorority sisters went to Atlanta for their annual Greek Picnic and we had a blast! I fell in love with Atlanta the very first time I visited which was last year Labor Day weekend and this visit was even more superb. I tell ya, we were on the go nonstop. I can count the hours of sleep we had over a 3 day period on both of my hands (terrible). We went out every single night staying up until 6 in the morning, we went to Waffle House looking like sluts that had stayed out all night (which we did lol) and we went SHOOOPPPPINGG!! But I must recount the events of our first night out. I have never seen men so eager to talk to and awestruck by a group of women. I mean, we are GORGEOUS, but geez guys control yourself. From the moment we walked through the door eyes were glued on us and people were coming up to us left and right. One weirdo even followed us around the club, lol. It was crazy!! I must say that we got star treatment the duration of the trip. It was wonderful. I'm gonna post some pics up from the trip so you guys can experience our fabulosity (borrowed that from Kimora ;-).

Hmmm so finally I've completed the first session of summer school (I'm jumping up and down and flailing my arms all over the place) and I couldn't be happier but some very smart person decided that we didn't need a break in between sessions so instead of having a week or so for vacation I go back to school on MONDAY!!! Whhhhhhhhhyyyyyyyy??? I could decide not to go but something tells me to just go ahead and stop thinkin about it. But the good thing about this summer is that I have been going on many road trips which has been fun. I'm goin to New Orleans again this weekend and hopefully I'll be able to go to New York or Miami before the end of the summer. We shall see. K guys I'm gettin sleepy so I think I'm gonna take a little nap before i start my evening activities. Later.

Thinking....

My thoughts are running amok so I have to spill my guts. I have been pondering this question of whether there is a such thing as being happy. People are always saying (including myself) that they are happy, but are they really?? Are they just saying that to pacify themselves--to convince themselves that they've got something good?? It sounds crazy but seriously, happiness is sporadic. It comes and goes. And I hear of people trying to achieve this goal of "the good life" in which happiness is the main component--in other words, the pursuit of happiness. You cannot achieve happiness because what you're trying to achieve is what I call "infinite happiness", which is nonexistent in this world. How can you attain happiness when nothing but bad surrounds you? This screwed up world and all the screwed up people in it make it damn near impossible to be happy. And this is why I have decided to get closer to the only thing that could eventually give me true happiness--God. It's like everyone is looking to the wrong things in life to make them happy. Whatever it is, forget about it cause I can guarantee you that whatever "things" you may think are it, are not. Things and imperfect people can make you happy for a while but it doesn't measure up to the peace that God can give you. Have some faith people!

Ok....now I'm done spilling my guts and I need to smile so let me

Ahem!! Is anyone out there???

It is I. I am back once again after a very long disappearance. Welllll.....a crapload of things have happened to me since I've been gone. Trust me, you'll never believe how my life has changed in just a couple of months. People have gone. People have come. A new life has been formed. I have moved to Never Never land (and no I am not referring to Micheal Jackson's weirdo ranch). And you won't believe it but I'm in summer school, as much as I have complained about being out of school!! Ugh! A disturbing number of my exes have weirdly been trying to pursue me. Umm yeah... Dang-it, I honestly just think someone switched lives with me and failed to inform me of this change. Can I have my life back? Lol, but seriously change is good and I'm strangely happy with all of this. Hell, who am I fooling? My hormones have taken over my brain and they cause me to do and say very strange things. I'm a nutcase.

But hey, let's put all personal follies aside and discuss something like YouTube. Yeah that's fun! Ok I am just a tad bit concerned about our youth today. WTF is goin on with these kids??? My friends forwarded me some video footage of a 7 year old boy who stole his grandmother's car and DROVE it and not only drove it but hit 4 cars. Then when reporters asked this kid why he did what he did, he responded that "he wanted to do hoodrat things with his friends". What 7 year old says things like that?! OMG and why did the little kid have to be black?? *smh* Youth today...they REALLY need help. And I'm still puzzled as to why his darn grandmother didn't whip his little behind. She had the nerve to say she "just wanted to whip his behind but she didn't wanna go to jail for whipping him on camera". You are his legal guardian so who the hell ever said you couldn't whip your child out in public?? I mean I'm not sayin abuse the boy but I kinda think this little incident deserves some physical punishment along with some mental help. Honestly I think the darn grandma was scared of him because I found another video of him physically attacking her in Wal-Mart and she told the reporters that she was just standing there like an idiot lettin his little bad a$$ hit on her!!! Lord! I don't even wanna talk about them anymore. They are seriously makin me angry. This is a darn mockery. I posted the first video. You can watch if you like.