EnRaGeD!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Godamnit!! WTF? At the moment I am extremely furious. I can't even begin to describe the colors that I am seeing in my fucking mind. Honesty has taken a flight outer space with no intentions of returning, as have all others aspects of morality. Virtues? Morals? Principles? No one has a fuckin clue. I'm soooooooo SICK of this shit I could scream until my fuckin eyeballs pop out. I wanna scream every obscenity known to man at you and I wanna torture your stupid ass for lying to me. DO NOT insult my intelligence by feeding me bullshit. Save it. Put it in a box. Bury it under a pile of horse shit and while you're at it dig yourself a hole. FUCK YOU in every language known to man!!!!!!!!!

Es una nino!!

Translation: It's a boy! Yippie. Hooray. Ok ok so I'm not exactly what you call enthused but I am happy. Honestly I'm over it! My heart melted when I saw the little stinker movin around in my belly. Playin with his feet and all. Ha ha, ultrasounds are the best. Geesh everyone around me seems to be havin boys. Goshdarnit, where are the girls?? I REALLY wanted a little girl so I could do all the frilly, prissy stuff. Yep, I'm a girly girl. Maybe she's in my future (but not my near future). Ya never know ;) Anywho, I think of it like this--my baby boy can be a mama's boy and he'll love me forever. Always protective of his lovely mommy. Awwwww. I just had to say it. Now his father on the other hand will be sure that his boy is involved in sports and various other "manly" activities. Yeah it's crucial to his development but he can't forget about the mama. No, not the mama. Shon seems to have this silly notion that I will be a jealousy-crazed, possessive mother. Lol, me?? Little old me? He thought it was funny to say that my son would be goin on his first date and I would desperately say "DJ where do you think you're going?? You can't go on a date with this girl. I'm your mother!!! I'm the only girlfriend you'll ever have!!!!!!!" Very funny. I wouldn't dare do anything like that *wink wink*. Look out little one! :)